2012年5月30日星期三

Room or store room??

Room or store room??

Came back to own house almost a week,
but i still not happy... :-(

What are the reasons?

There are too many reasons...
One of the reasons that I could say is my room!!!

I am not happy, why other people's room can be so clean and neat and my room is like store room???
Since last time until now...
This time, when i look properly....
It's more like a store room...

Why must everything put inside my room??
Cooking oil, milk powder, Tupperware, toilet papers, and many other things that are not mine!!!!

I am trying to solve this problem by tidy up my room slowly one by one,
BUT what I heard that day make me more frustrate and more angry....

TRYING TO PUT MORE THINGS IN MY ROOM!!!!!!!!!!!!

Please...
U all are the one who put things in my room, NOT ME!!!!!!!!!!!
So, STOP SAYING THAT I AM THE ONE WHO MAKE ALL THIS MESS!!!!!!!!!!!!

Every time I asked, u all will answer is temporary!!!
But how long is your temporary, ONE YEAR??? TWO YEAR??? or it has become PERMANENT???!!!

I have already decided...
I will put everything into boxes and tidy up one box by one box...
STOP putting all inside my room!!!

I want back my room, my bed... :-(

2012年4月19日星期四

Feelings


I have been in my current place here for almost two week... 
But I still couldn't stand.... 


It's not because I am in KL for long time.... 
It's because some unhappy incidents happened...

What incidents??? 
I choose not to tell out...

But, there are too many until me, myself couldn't stand it...

Firstly, I posted a status in Facebook regarding mobile phone....
I am not happy because why must I switch off my phone??
Just because you don't want me to get so called "mental torture"???
For your information, I don't want to switch off my phones are because I got my own right to choose what I want to do... 

And I don't want to argue with you, that's why when you asked me to switch off my phones,
I just pretend that I switched off my phones, in fact, I just keep my phones in silent mode!!! 
When I turned off my silent mode, 
or whenever my friends that called me to ask me something, chat with me...
Why must a question like 
"Who called you???"
appear from your mouth after I finished my conservation with my friends?

Is it wrong that my friends called me??? 
Do I need to get your permission every time when the phone ring to answer the phone??

 Secondly, I don't have any problem with my stomach... and I also DON'T HAVE any disease like what you said.... You said I have eating disorder problem.... or because of stress, I ate every two hours.... 
I eat every 2 hours is because I get hungry easily... 
Every time, when I am hungry and I find food for myself... 
or I ate every 2 hours... Is there ANY PROBLEMS???

During night or midnight time, I find food to eat, 
why must you said NO or why must you control??
U said it is fat and ask me not to eat... 
Yes, I know I am fat and also overweight... 
BUT, SO WHAT???
I will eat whatever that I like... 
I don't want get my own health get into trouble!!!












2012年4月18日星期三

Back to blogging

Hey, everyone...
It has been a year and one day since my last post until now.....
I now think that blogging is a good thing to express our self, our feelings....
Before this, I think that blogging is a waste of time...

Now, I have different thinking about blogging...
I will update my blog often and write out what ever that I feel.....